The things that are going though my mind, I can't do this any more.
I can't stand being alone anymore, I hate the lonelyness, not having anyone to talk to. I don't know what life is going to bring me, if I'm going to be homeless ect. Right now I just want to die. I know I won't do it,but I pray the lord to let me be with my mother.
Yes I have Ds but that is all I have. I don't want this anymoe. I hate having HIV. I hate crying all the time. the depression, the not sleeping. I just don't know anymoere.
Mary
I can't stand being alone anymore, I hate the lonelyness, not having anyone to talk to. I don't know what life is going to bring me, if I'm going to be homeless ect. Right now I just want to die. I know I won't do it,but I pray the lord to let me be with my mother.
Yes I have Ds but that is all I have. I don't want this anymoe. I hate having HIV. I hate crying all the time. the depression, the not sleeping. I just don't know anymoere.
Mary
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Mary - please pray and give it to God. We cannot know what tomorrow will bring, but we have today. And you are lonely because you have not reached out....it takes courage to be alone and address our issues. I know you have that in you. I know you are a strong person. Do NOT let this disease run your life. Let God be in charge of your life, and ask for peace....it will come I promise you.
I know how you are feeling, my emotions seem to go up and down all day , and I wish they would just stay steady all the time, but what if we have this for a better reason....I dont know what, or why, but mabey, right? .. I mean what if...
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