Today was a great day; I slept in until about 11:30am.
All the thoughts that went though my mind last night have left.
I heard form my Brother, he call right after I woke him, I did tell me he cares about me and loves me, and will call me more, so that made me feel good.
Then I called my daughter because we were suppose to go and look at wedding dresses today, but now she want to wait because she want to lose a little weight, she needs to lose nothing. So I had asked her what she was going to do today, she said she had no plans.
I took her out to lunch, we had Chinese.
Then we went to talk with my past land lord, because she had called Thursday and said there was an opening where I used to live. The bummer is that I just resigned a lease where I live now but I will get out of it. The place that I use to live is subsidize and if I get sick again or anything that I dont have to worry about my rent, and that is one thing that is bothering me a lot, because if I end up like last year I will be kicked out of here. So there for I need to look at that. Plus it is a Townhouse and where I live now is an Apartment, and the rent is 90 dollars cheaper. If I would not have moved out I would have lived there 20 years, we moved out after 15 years of being there.
Another good thing about moving is that a lot of old friends still live there, and only one knows I have HIV, that was the only friend that was there for me last year. I will not tell any of the others. So I will have old friends around me. Get this my friend that cares will only be 3 doors down, I did tell her last night about me moving back she said do it, do it. She will be over all the time, Now I cant ignore her calls when I want to..lol
Then we went to see a movie we saw number 23. It was different; Jim Carrie did well in that role. Then we went to Fleet Farm because I need a new kitchen table and chair. Then we went to the pet store and were looking at animals. Then we end up having some chicken wing then she went home. It was a great day. It always is when Im with her.
So now Im going to write a list of people or place that I have to change my address. Get people to help me move after I find out when Im moving. Im happy about it but at the same time Im scared. I hate moving.
Tomorrow I will have to pick up my son, he went to his dads this weekend and he will be going again next weekend, he will be very happy when I tell him we are going to be moving, he always said lets move back there.
I also get to sleep in again.
Next month I go to get 5 vials of blood again then a week after see my HIV doctor. I just pray that my CD4 count it staying where it is and my virile load went down, I can only pray, I dont want to take meds yet. I think my number might have change because I just have not been feeling well lately.
I just want everyone to know that I had a great day, and my thoughts are gone for now. Depression sucks.
I hope everyone is have a great Weekend.
Love Mary
All the thoughts that went though my mind last night have left.
I heard form my Brother, he call right after I woke him, I did tell me he cares about me and loves me, and will call me more, so that made me feel good.
Then I called my daughter because we were suppose to go and look at wedding dresses today, but now she want to wait because she want to lose a little weight, she needs to lose nothing. So I had asked her what she was going to do today, she said she had no plans.
I took her out to lunch, we had Chinese.
Then we went to talk with my past land lord, because she had called Thursday and said there was an opening where I used to live. The bummer is that I just resigned a lease where I live now but I will get out of it. The place that I use to live is subsidize and if I get sick again or anything that I dont have to worry about my rent, and that is one thing that is bothering me a lot, because if I end up like last year I will be kicked out of here. So there for I need to look at that. Plus it is a Townhouse and where I live now is an Apartment, and the rent is 90 dollars cheaper. If I would not have moved out I would have lived there 20 years, we moved out after 15 years of being there.
Another good thing about moving is that a lot of old friends still live there, and only one knows I have HIV, that was the only friend that was there for me last year. I will not tell any of the others. So I will have old friends around me. Get this my friend that cares will only be 3 doors down, I did tell her last night about me moving back she said do it, do it. She will be over all the time, Now I cant ignore her calls when I want to..lol
Then we went to see a movie we saw number 23. It was different; Jim Carrie did well in that role. Then we went to Fleet Farm because I need a new kitchen table and chair. Then we went to the pet store and were looking at animals. Then we end up having some chicken wing then she went home. It was a great day. It always is when Im with her.
So now Im going to write a list of people or place that I have to change my address. Get people to help me move after I find out when Im moving. Im happy about it but at the same time Im scared. I hate moving.
Tomorrow I will have to pick up my son, he went to his dads this weekend and he will be going again next weekend, he will be very happy when I tell him we are going to be moving, he always said lets move back there.
I also get to sleep in again.
Next month I go to get 5 vials of blood again then a week after see my HIV doctor. I just pray that my CD4 count it staying where it is and my virile load went down, I can only pray, I dont want to take meds yet. I think my number might have change because I just have not been feeling well lately.
I just want everyone to know that I had a great day, and my thoughts are gone for now. Depression sucks.
I hope everyone is have a great Weekend.
Love Mary
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Great news to see that your moveing also and releaseing some of that stress I know what stress causes for me, and it\'s not pretty . But to see that your brother called !\":) and said thous great things to you \"well! I don\'t know how you couldn\'t be loved and care about from any family member, your willing to shear and give so much to everyone. And yes him and including my self:) and everyone else! should do more to support one another.
\"Keep up the good works\" and you\'ll see how good you\'ll be blessed for it.
I just wanted to tell you, it makes me happy to see that things are going better and you\'ll see they\'ll keep getting better and better. your doing good.
Love sKip
Thanks for your words Skip, they always mean alot to me, and make me fill so much better.
congrats on getting your old place back,im so glad ur brother is coming around and im sure ur son will feel like hes back home again,as will you.LOTS OF LOVE----Tina
Thanks Tina, even if my brother send me email that all i need, I did ask him to help me move we will see what happens there. Yep, it will bw like being home again.