Today was a bad day, I went back to work after a couple of days off, I called in Monday and I had yesterday off. I know I was still not up to it, by I need to make a living also I dont want my work to pile up or lose my job.

I went and had my b-12 injection, usually an hour after the shot, I can feel the energy, not today, and I feel like my body just wants to shut down or something. Im very exhausted, I feel like I cant remember what Im doing or just done. I am really scared.

How I wish I could just sleep for days, my boss is not going to like this but Im going to leave work at 5pm on Friday, because Im having my son go to his fathers for the weekend again, so I can get some rest, and not have to worry about anything. I will put my 8 or 9 hour in. I know I need this time to rest.

I pray to good that this will pass soon; I dont want to get sick like I was in October, which was horrible.

I was going to go with a friend at work to a meeting I think for AA and also tomorrow, I told her today there is no way I could make it, I also told her I would let her know tomorrow, if I could make it. I hope she understood that I was not trying to get out of AA, but I have to think of my health.

I do want to go with my friend; I just need to go when I have more energy. Well I have to try and get a couple loads of wash done falling behind on that and house cleaning.

I hope everyone is doing well.

Love Mary