foxysdad

This will be the last I write about my crisis.  I spent a night and a day in the state mental hospital.  I made the trip to it with another guy with the same problem.  We arrived about ten and I...

I've been thinking about telling you about the patients I met in the mental hospital. They were my friends for a very short time. Would that be okay?  Would it offend you?

As I've written, I went through a big crisis Tuesday.  I had no hope.  But, I'm lucky that I have a very supportive family that I don't call on when I should.  First, my cousin helped take care of...

As some of you might have figured out, I had intended to commit suicide.  A friend got in the way.  I emailed my best friend to say goodbye thinking by the time he read it I'd be dead.  An hour...

It will be over soon.  It may take a few days, but I'll be gone.  My knee has swollen and hurts.  I can barely walk around the house.  There's no money so I'll be losing my utilities.  My rent...

I'm getting TIRED.  TIRED of the heat.  TIRED of being bored.  TIRED of not being able to find a job.  TIRED of looking for a job and knowing no one will hire me.  TIRED of knowing I still have...

I'm trying to find ways to cut my expenses more.  The money's just not going far enough.  I've cut my smoking down to a pack every day and a half.  That's down from a carton a week.  Let's see,...

His name is Reuben.  He's my next door neighbor,,,the one with the chained dogs.  Let's see,,going along the fence line, there's AJ, named Little Girl by me when I first met her, Love, an ugly...

We gathered to bid Kirby a final farewell this afternoon.  The chapel was packed.  There were several that worked or had worked at Channel 10 and it was good to see them again.  All the guys from...

Got better news at the doc's today.  Blood pressure is down, but still too high.  Have lost another 7 pounds.  Not too bad for what I've been eating.  Legs are down to almost normal size.  The...

I lost a friend this afternoon.  He died from complications following surgery.  Some would say Kirby was living on borrowed time.  He had died 3 times on the operating table during bypass surgery...

I've been thinking about my retirement.  Both of my sisters are happy I'm doing it, saying it's about time.  But I'm not too sure.  My work has been my life.  I've been identified by my job...

I used my food stamp card this morning.  It's called the Lone Star Card here in Texas.  You can only buy food with it.  Items to clean up the mess from the results from eating the food or cleaning...

I'm retiring!  I went to the social security office this morning and got some great news.  I can retire now and still apply for disability.  Filled out all the paperwork and will get my first...

I give up!  The Texas Health and Human Services Department says the only thing I qualify for is $51 A MONTH for Food.  No help with rent.  No help with medical.  No help with utilities. ...