Jeff-Bolen

i feel like it's yesterday. I don't know how to go on. I think of you every day, every minute, every second of every day. It really sucks. I have never known this intense pain from anything else. I...

Here i am 3 years and 4 months later and it all still seems like a bad dream honey. I miss you every day every hour every minute. I always will, i have resigned myself to that. I have made up my mind...

I never got it when my dad died how it affected my Mother. I only understood me. My dad died in 1985. I am now older than my dad was when he passed. I also never understand what my mother went...

It's tough to go on i know. I think I hate the life I have now. I wAnt so bad to be with you now baby. I can't help,it. I miss you so bad. I don't know how much more I can take. I miss you so. I love...

Not many people can understand. There is a rhythm to true love, husband and wife act as pacemakers to each other. That electrical energy that powers their physical being extends out in magnetic...

i don't think I have ever loved you more than I do now. I miss you so badly. It's been 2 years since you left me. It seems like Yesterday. I miss you so. I have felt you close to me these past few...

We had 3 boys. They aren't huggers. I sometimes wish we had a girl so i could snuggle or get hugs again. I miss that. I miss you honey. 

http://www.afterlife101.com/Afterlife101.pdf I wanted to put this link here so I could refer back to it. Also for those of my friends here that may want to read it. It is an interesting look at the...

Finally Honey you come to me in my dreams again. It's been a while. At least i got to say I love you to you again and you to me. It is one of the last things I would have said to you if only I could...

Donna I think I love you more now than  I ever did in the past. I know that doesn't make sense but I miss you so. I want you but I know it's impossible. I have to look at your pictures and remember...

When going through Donna's things I found the Tibetan Book of the Dead and wondered why she bought it. I never knew she had. Now I know why. She was always a very curious...

I'm sitting here crying my eyes out listen to Donna's music on her old iPod. I can't sleep. This sucks. I have been doing much better but out of the blue here it is again. Is this the way it is for...

I don't think I was meant to live alone. This really sucks. My kids are here and I love them so very much but it isn't the same. I miss the touch, I miss the loving, I miss it all. I don't know how...

I love you baby. I know this is more for me than you but I love you very much. I don't have any one else to express this too. I don't know how to move forward.  I'm not sure I want to. you are my...

Honey it's been a while since I have written anything. I know you are with me every day. I feel You With me. I miss you so. It's been over a year and it still feels like yesterday. I think my love...