It's been a while since I wrote

Honey it's been a while since I have written anything. I know you are with me every day. I feel You With me. I miss you so. It's been over a year and it still feels like yesterday. I think my love for you has grown stronger if that's even possible. I still feel guilty when I find myself enjoying something. I went to a friends college graduation last night and the drive home was grueling. I think I cried all the way I missed you so. I hate going to these things alone. I hate shopping alone. I hate going anywhere alone. I know I have to get used to it and it's something I have to do but it does not make me like it. Sorry, it's my problem now not yours. I Love you now and forever. Till we meet again. 
 
Jeff