Jeff-Bolen

4 years ago today Brian and Norma got married. I know you were extremely happy when they got back together and decided to get married. I'm sorry you were only here to see them married for 3 years. I...

Logan had her baby boy today, Shadow. 9.8 pounds and 22 inches long. And Donna I know you had a hand in it because today would have been our 41st anniversary. I know you were with her and I know she...

I know you loved me and I know you know I love you. I still cant believe you are gone. I miss you so much. I cry at least once or twice a day every day For loosing you. I miss you so much. I know you...

I went for you babe. I went on vacation to Texas because I knew it was what you wanted me to do and i had a good time meeting Norma's family and getting to know where she grew up. We went to the...

My wife's 64th birthday was yesterday March 28th. She wasn't here to celebrate it. I didn't celebrate it either. I went to a Passover dinner. I thought she would have liked that. The people at our...

I woke this morning with the clearest small voice saying, "Daddy, she knows this disease killed her." It was  at 5:55 this morning, the time my wife usually woke us to go to work. I forgot to set my...

First off I have self medicated tonight. I know it isn't the best thing to do but it helps me to sleep. I really miss Donna. I have a profound sense of loss tonight.  I don't see any future...

Well I managed to get through Christmas. Went to Christmas eve service with my daughter in law. I really love her. She has really helped me throughout this journey. I don't know what I would hav done...

It's 13 weeks today that you left me. I know it wasnt your choice, it was the hand we were dealt. I miss you so. I hope you know how much I miss you and love you. this world has gotten so crazy since...

I'm sitting here watching a Christmas special and have never felt so alone in my life. I hate this. I know I'm not alone, but then again I am more alone than I have ever been in my life. I so miss...

Honey, I went to your friends Teresa and Tim's Christmas party last night. They invited me and I was a little scared to go but they insisted. I got there and they greated me and were honestly...

No matter what I think, no matter what I want, no matter what I feel, you won't be coming back. I can wish and cry till hell freezes over and nothing I can do will change the fact you are gone my...

My wife of 40 Years passed away on Sept 19, 2012. We both considered ourselves faithful, but I hadn't been to church in years and she had just started going back in March. She was prevented from...

It's was 8 weeks ago today at 2:00pm that Donna passed away from this earth and was called home. I wish it never had to happen but I know there is a bigger plan. I wish I didn't have to continue my...

I had a bad day today. I really miss Donna. I feel very alone. I took our son Andrew out today for lunch and bought him his new iPhone. I needed to get out of the house and do something. I started...