Depressed

I'm crying inside and nobody knows it but ME.  Death leaves a heartache no one can heal,Love leaves lives a memory no one can steal.   Love you my sweet sweet Justin I have to keep telling myself that you were real and every moment I spent with you was a blessing.Life here is so different takes all the energy I have to push myself out of that bed.Be Happy and keep a good look out for  us.How was your meeting with your Dad.I bet it made your dad's day he loved that boy with all his heart and Braden too.I honestly think Howard died from a broken heart Justin and Braden was all he had.RIP.Love you Justin Love,mom