Raining Here

It's 7:30 and pouring rain.I just went yesterday to clean Justin's headstone.It was so shining when I left.Got up early this am to talk to Mike before he went to work.We have so much to do here I've been putting Old English on the baseboards and the paneling what a job my butt hurts from bending over, so out of shape.We sure did miss Justin when we moved he was such a good mover he would work so hard.Last time we moved he found all of his keepsakes tub and found his baby book that was the first time he saw it.I'm glad he got to look at it before he died.Having some rough days very few good days.I find that my life is hard now I just keep pushing myself everyday.I have so much pain in my heart and I know it will never heal.Peace to all I think of all of you.Big Hugs.jfm24,Vicki