Life Sucks

What are we to do?Life is not the same anymore,I'm not the same person I was 15 months ago.Hell I don't even think I know myself anymore I look in the mirror all I see is sadness in my eyes and a heart that is barely beating.Life is a struggle what are we to do?Can't take much more I have isolated myself to my house it's my prison filled full of pictures of Justin for I won't forget his face his gentle heart and smile he was real.I love him so much.How did I get here?Why am I here?Please God if you are real please please help me.jfm24,Vicki