Christinaki
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- I am terrified to go out in public, specially alone. I just can't, and when I have to go somewhere I hide behind my sunglasses and my ipod saves the day with music to keep me distracted.I am always at home. I have 3 brothers and I often ask them go...
- I believe my depression has started about the same time I started taking my birth control pill.. i have PCOS and I take it for health purposes..Truth is, i don't know if it is related, but i have started to feel really depressed ever since. The pill...
- Today (jan. 3rd) makes five years since my dad passed away with cancer.. he was 42 years old..It gets harder now as time goes by not to have him around.. I was 19 when he died.. and since my mom abandoned us when she found out he was sick, i feel...
- I initiated my sex life about 3 months ago (almost 4). I only did it for about a week and I don't have sex since mid september now.I was a virgin and first times were very painful to me. I was bleeding until the morning after my first time and I...
- My ex boss called me today but I didn't answer the phone.. I already know what he wants. I used to work in a condominium administration office, and the thing is these people call me only when they need, when they have more work, and January is a...
- What activities do you guys do when feeling very depressed? I woke up in a really bad mood, I had a crisis right after where I did cut my arm and cut a piece of my hair, cause I was feeling so low, so ugly, so desperate I just wanted to hurt...
- When you tell a guy you love him, and you have known each other for years, and have slept together but never been in a relationship, when you tell him this and he disappears from the face of earth .. it means he doesn't love you ... right? I already...
- At about what age you start considering yourself a woman? My grandma says it's when you get your first period lol .. but if that's so my cousin got hers at 10 years old .. too young to be called a "woman"..I am 24 and I don't feel like a woman, and...
- Lately, everyone just annoys me with one thing. People ask me if I am dating, I say no.. so they think I'm looking .. I say no I am not looking (because if you know me or have read my posts, due to a recent bad experience I couldn't possible hate...
- Do you guys think it's normal not to like kissing? I just don't feel anything at all.. no emotion, nothing.. and it gets boring.. plus the guy I kissed just wanted to stick his tongue all over my mouth.. gross..I did ask some people and all told me...
- where do you meet decent guys? do they even exist anymore? i feel like all the good ones are taken already and only the complete assholes are out there...i desperately want to meet the right one, but i also prefer to be alone instead of going...
- I have been severely depressed for about 7 years. Now, due to the recent problems I had with a man, things got worse. He used me for sex, I was a virging, then he dumped me and I feel so used and ruined that I want to die... I barely leave my bed...
- I am in a very bad moon and very depressed and I just need someone to talk to.. just need to be heard? anyone? please add me and we can talk via chat...
- I grew up on a house full of alcoholics. Both my parents were, my grandfather and my uncle. I had to deal with people being drunk every day of my life until a few months ago. My mother would spend her days in bed drinking and sleeping while I had to...
- I am a very lonely person and I have been since I remember.. I never had any friends, I am kinda agoraphobic, I have social anxiety, I just can't relate well with others (strangers) so I never had many relationships with anyone. I never had friends...