SearchingAndWaiting

"You can't actually say yes until you can truly say no." -William Ury

Please, G-d, grant me strength. Grant me patience. Grant me wisdom.   I am in such pain. I want to experience sex so badly, but it's mostly now to get it out of the way. I'm tired of the...

I am grateful to G-d for what He has given me today.

I feel so alone. I wish I could cry into somebody’s arms.The sadness is so wrenching, the loneliness overwhelming like a flood.It’s not fair.It’s not fair.Longing for stillness. No judgement....

I waited all these years. So many difficult times waiting, knowing that it was right, because my first time would be with my life partner. Wouldn't have to worry about diseases or heartache or...

Why bother even trying?

I didn't have sex with that girl. Close to it, though. Recently, I found out that my cousin is separating from her husband of 25-some-odd years. They have three children.I thought they had a great...

Please help.I'm not thinking clearly.I'm meeting that girl again tomorrow night— the one I mentioned in my last posting. We're going to go to the beach at night.I think I might have the chance to...

I fooled around with another girl tonight.We did not have sex; but we did some stuff. I'm not happy about it. I'm unhappy about it.At the same time, it offered a kind of release. To the tension. The...

It's so painful. I want so badly to fool around sexually with a woman. Especially with this weather; passing the women I pass by... Others get to.Others have at least experienced it.I can't,...