Please, G-d, grant me strength. Grant me patience. Grant me wisdom. I am in such pain. I want to experience sex so badly, but it's mostly now to get it out of the way. I'm tired of the suffering; I'm tired of the struggling. The dream of waiting until marriage is effectively dead now. May all this tension go away...
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I fully believe that God will relieve you of this temptation if you ask Him and have faith. I began daily Bible reading this summer and it has helped me to stay more focused on His will and feel less temptation of impure thoughts.
I recently learned and read a book about the prayer of Jabez, which is a good daily prayer from the Old Testament:1 Chronicles 4:9-10 \"Jabez called on the God of Israel, saying, Oh that you would bless me indeed, and enlarge my border, and that your hand might be with me, and that you would keep me from evil, that it not be to my sorrow! God granted him that which he requested.\" http://www.allaboutprayer.org/prayer-of-jabez.htm