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- I am beginning to wonder if I have Sjogren's syndrome. I have been always sensitive to light but over the last 2 months, I have had pain in my eyes. Also, my eyes are watering a lot over the last year. I have always made excuses for it. but over...
- So a little bit of background info. I work in sales business development to be precise. I had a conversation with my boss this morning that pissed me off. He was supposed to be in a conference call with a potential client as it was mandated by...
- Hi all I came on tonight to get some inspiration/coaching on how to deal with "rough periods". I have a horribble week waiting for this damn memory to surface. I am proud because i did not quit today. I kept on going.Today I was triggered by my...
- Hello fellow PTSD'ers, I am really having trouble functioning. I have a memory coming. I know my symptoms. Also my abusers birthday just past last week. Bas*Ard is still alive. I can't seem to get anger out lately. It feels like it is engulfing...
- Hi All,I usually read posts rather than post. I am so tired of life right now. My abuser is my father. He is now in his late 60's. I endured 23 years of his sexual, verbal, physical, and psychological abuse. He lived with my mom, who is...
- What do you all do to ground yourself. In the same note what do you do for yourself as a "treat" or "pick me up"Just curious. I felt burnt out from consistently going for the last while so whine the weekend came I had a list of something that...
- I think my life has two parts. There is LJ (Little Jen) and Jen (me now). One is the present the other is the past. I am 34 years old have been separated from the abuse for 11 years now only to find its with me all the time. LJ is a part of me that...
- I need some peace. I am not finding it anywhere I can usually depend on my hubby to be there but he is absent with his own stuff. This week has been horrible in the last 7 days I have had 3 body memories, 2 flashbacks, food poisoning and a...
- I have been going through a rather tough time lately. It seems like 75%of my time is given to my abusive past. Meaning that I am either dealing with flashbacks, unlearning what years of manipulation has resulted in, body memories and depression....
- This gives me hope http://www.heraldonline.com/2013/05/22/4884763/lupus-research-institute-hosts.htmlI thought I'd share with all of you.
- So I'm in toronto Canada and we have had the most amazing weather the last week or so. Sunny and warm but not too humid perfect. I am so envious of people. I look outside and I see people with short sleeves on walking in the sun. I wish I could do...
- Hi guys,I was hoping for some advice or any kind of help. I have been under a lot of stress changing jobs. First of all i have lupus. I have chest pain for the last 2-3 days. Only thing is it doesn't feel right it's really painful when I stretch....
- Hi peeps,I'm very frustrated at the moment. I have had a bad time the last few months and it has affected my work. I'm in sales, not to toot my own horn but I am actually quite good at my job. Problem is with the bad time I was going through it...
- Hi all,I'm new to the PTSD group but not to DS. I see a therapist 1-2 times a week. We started to work through a PTSD workbook about a month ago. But for the last rep weeks we have not went through it because I have been dealing with flashbacks /...
- So lately I have been cold. It's like I can't stay warm. This is unusual for me as I usually am hot. I read about raynauds in some posts. How do you diagnose this? I can't imagine what it will be like in summer being this cold. Also this last week...