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- I think I'm really done this time. I can't stop cuting and I've been sleeping all day. Ive written all my suicide notes and before, whenever I wanted to die, I came on here and all of you gave me so much support and kept me from doing that. and I...
- I think I'm done. I've written suicide notes but I know I can't do this to everyone. Please help me I'm at the end of my rope. Im so hurt and alone and nothing anyone says or does helps me anymore. I can't live like this and running away doesn't...
- I hate myself everytime I binge. What do I doooo to make that go away its so painful:( i cut whenever i binge and then go binge more as if to like show myself offf.. id rather go back to anorexia than this its awful :(
- I dont know what to do anymore. I want to restrict so badly. I want to be bony again. I'm FAT and im ugly and I can't find support anywhere besides here and idk i cant help but feeling no one is gonna care if I die and honestly I hope I do I dont...
- i know I am not in this support group, and I hope for anyone who is that they are doing well and healthy and i wish you well.I recieved a message from Horo's mother today telling me that she won't make it through the night tonight.I'm devastated....
- So recently I stepped up my game a little and really made it a goal to recover. I was really proud of myself. I got myself up to around 88 pounds and finally into the nineties. However...Suddenly I'm seeing myself as much bigger and losing my...
- I hate this. I hate living with anorexia. I'm in recovery but I still feel like shit alll the time. I want to get my period back but at the same time i want to go back to being unhealthily thin. I hate this. I hate it so much and i don't think if i...
- My school starts next week. I'm also supposed to be gaining weight this week. But there's this sick ED voice in my head that is telling me not to gain the weight im supposed to so that I can be skinny for the first day of school. This voice is very...
- I've had depression for as long as I can remember. A year and a half ago, I used to cut A LOT. I really wanted to stop. When I became anorexic, I was able to stop cutting. Now I'm in recovery from my eating disorder and it's been so hard. It's made...
- I've been doing so well. I started to really move past my body image and eat totally normally. I had so much motivation and was dying to get better. but last night, all of a sudden ED thoughts came back to me really strong. I started to think...
- Okay so I'm currently trying really hard to gain back some of the weight I lost when I was very sick. I've gained a ton already which I'm proud of..but has been really hard on me emotionally.I'm 5''4 and I figured a healthy weight goal for myself in...
- So my goal right now is to try to get my period back. So I'm eating as much fat as I can. I'm not gaining much but I'm getting a lot of fats into my body which I thought was supposed to make me get it. It's been a year and I still don't have it....
- I'm a recovering anorexic.Lately, I can't stop thinking about food. It's almost always been this way but now more than ever. Everytime I eat I can't stop thinking about the next time I'm going to eat. Lately I feel like I'm just living meal to meal...
- I'm recovering from anorexia. I find that lately i've been binging a LOT and then I feel really bad about my self. I know that I'm supposed to be gaining weight so eating a lot is good right now, but sometimes I feel like I can't stop eating and...
- I feel like I ate WAY too much today and I'm feeling really guilty.I had a bagel with avacado and some berries.I had a tablespoon of frozen yogurt.And some grilled veggies with brownrice.I'm trying to gain weight but there are just some days when...