I think I'm really done this time. I can't stop cuting and I've been sleeping all day. Ive written all my suicide notes and before, whenever I wanted to die, I came on here and all of you gave me so much support and kept me from doing that. and I want to thank you all for that it means so much more than you know. and thinking of my family is what has been holding me back. but I dont feel like theyre holding me back anymore. I can't live with this pain anymore. Iknow im really young, and theres going to be so much more in my life, but I feel so broken and worn out. I'm exhausted from living and no amount of sleep is going to fix it. I was holding out for a little and now I've had my heart broken by some dickhead who screwed me over. and i just feel like thats it. I dont have a reason to live anymore. To eat anymore. to breathe. I disappeared from school for a week and when i came back no one had noticed I'd gone. It'll be easy for me to disappear and not hurt anyone because im not important enough to leave an impact in anyone's life. I'm done.