I am in the exact same place. I was anorexic for about a year and my lowest weight was 98 lbs, i am 5'7". I now weight 115 and can not stop binging. I know that they say it is part of recovery and re-feeding but I am having a really hard time accepting that. I am happy I am not the only one who is struggling with this. I really do want to get better, I am happier at this weight and have more energy but am scared I will become a whale.
Maybe we can keep this thread going and help eachother? I could really use it.

I started a journal of things I learned from the day, such as eating macroutrients in each meal really does give you more energy and makes you feel fuller. I have also started to incorporate a fun sized dark chocolate candy bar after every meal. It has helped a little with the binges. I did have a big one yesterday 5,000 total for the day and one today about 3,500 for the day. I feel out of control and can't stop. I also just wrote a letter to myself about how i felt after binging. I feel bloated, my head hurts from the sugar and i feel literally sick.

Just curious what do you binge on? Is it anything you can get your hands on like me? like english muffins and chcoclate syrup and caramel sauce... wtf? Ice cream cone with chocolate syrup.... pretty much chocolate syrup on anything. Am i the only really abnormal one?

I am sorry this was sooo long but i feel a little better. I hope we can keep communicating on here and hopefully support eachother in becoming healthy and HAPPY!

o my yessssssssss
anything i touch.
chips, peanut butter, chocolate, ice cream, even pasta if its in the fridge. It's horrible. I'm around 94 pounds up from 85 and i just cant stop