Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I dont know what to do anymore. I want to restrict so badly. I want to be bony again. I'm FAT and im ugly and I can't find support anywhere besides here and idk i cant help but feeling no one is gonna care if I die and honestly I hope I do I dont think Im helpable anymore I'm so fat I just need to resttrict. I need to and I cant imagine living a future where I dont.
you're not fat, and unless your weight has changed dramatically since your last post, you're in fact still quite underweight. i'm sure you're not ugly either.
you're having a bad day today, and i know how much that sucks. the thing about bad days though, is they never last forever. the best thing you can do to get through this day, hard as it is, is to NOT restrict and NOT engage in any ED behaviors. just let yourself feel the anxiety, and do your best to work through it. i hope you do seek help, whether it's therapy, outpatient, inpatient, nutritionist...whatever you need.