WinterRose111
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- I feel like I'm spiraling out of control in terms of handling my emotions. My home is a place of palpable tension. Every day is a big challenge. I'm trying to make improvements with and for a vulnerable family member but now I wonder if I should...
- Hello, all. I don't have a long post today, I just need to share that I feel so lonely with the person I am living with that I'm tempted to binge eat for distraction and as a futile attempt to fill the emotional hole. Many of us know what that...
- It has been a long road of healing since my father's death a few months ago. My mother and I have been there for each other and talked over everything under the sun. But now, less than half a year later, she wants to date again. At first, I...
- I went to the doctor today and while I was there I weighed in. Last time, the weight was mumbled and I lost my nerve to ask for the final weight because there were two people with me and I was embarrassed. So, I only heard the approximate weight...
- Do you ever have times when you think you must be doing something wrong but don't really see how? Or maybe you're just being tested? I have a dealership that confirmed a tiny neighborhood garage damaged my car but the owner of the garage shouted...
- I'm struggling with impatience toward my mother whom I live with. She's a fantastic person but often she does very absentminded things as well as being extremely slow, but without having ailments or advanced age, i.e. there isn't an apparent...
- Well...my car broke down due to mice getting in the wiring (a new thing to worry about anywhere I park now!) which costs a huge amount to fix. The garage are having tons of problems fixing it and now, because they are getting frustrated with...
- Hey, guys. It's just been a rough day. It started nicely and there were a lot of good things to take from it. But something happened out of my control; my car broke down and I was stranded for 2.5 hours. I thought about the good lessons I...
- Well...last night I won the battle. Tonight, I lost. I just watched porn for the first time in a long time. For some reason (stress, I believe) the temptation has been much bigger lately. Even so, tomorrow is another day. Another fresh...
- It's late at night; I've had a good day with a lot of enjoyable activities. And a part of me just wants to add watching porn to the list of things that felt good today. There is the thought of, "what would make this complete would be porn before...
- Right now, I'm waiting on someone who was expected an hour ago and is holding up my busy afternoon. I still haven't heard a word from her. I know she'll eventually get here because we live in the same house so she'll have to come home. I'm...
- Thinking a lot about porn today because I'm terribly lonely for someone in particular and just want to distract myself with release. It hurts so much to be in love alone. Probably a lot of people turn to porn, erotica and sex addiction from...
- I've been feeling unreasonably annoyed again since yesterday because my stressors are rising again. After weeks of doing well I want to handle things intelligently this time. How to calmly face my stressors , oneg in particular, that is inward and...
- I am talking through my stressors instead of eating to distract myself as in times past. I got Cool Sculpting done on my belly. And I am taking lipotropic shots. I can see they are all coming together to work well...the healthiest being the...
- How do you keep a healthy mental and emotional balance when something about your affair is bothering you deeply but you can't talk about it with anyone? I've been researching therapy but it all seems pretty out of my budget, including supposedly...