WinterRose111
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- **I updated this a bit to be a little more clear - the first post was kind of all over the place, my apologies.**It is the age-old story. I am hopelessly in love with a man who has shown over and over again how much he wants to be in my life, how...
- Wow...there is so much to tackle now (the first week and a half after the split). Where to begin?? I know what steps I have to take...and I know it will all work out. Just...WOW. Splitting a shared life into two separate ones is incredibly...
- I am struggling last night and today. Books I am reading and stories I have heard that are being recalled by commonplace things, are putting sex and sexuality right in front of me, without warning. Because they are part of stories, they are - of...
- There is a loss in my life that is extremely difficult to talk about. It happened 20 years ago and I have yet to be fully honest with more than one person about my feelings because they seem wrong and make me think that I am a terrible person. ...
- I'm not proud of this. Who ever is? But it's true, I carried on a several month relationship with my ex of ten years ago. Since Covid was happening it was all virtual but that still counts as cheating. What started as just catching up and...
- My marriage is ending. This week, I am finally asking for the divorce we have both seen coming for a long time. Stress and relief levels are both sky high. What happens next? Starting over emotionally is frightening.
- I struggle with thinking every new thing I learn, notice or try will open up a whole world to me that will suddenly make things, "perfect" and where, "I'll thrive." I'm not depressive, I'm usually very upbeat - instead, what I mean is that I...
- I had a bad incident today that I wish hadn't happened and that feels like a stain on my progress report, so to speak. It just feels lousy and it so didn't have to happen. Why did I do it? I was sitting in the sun, feeling genuinely relaxed...
- Hi....Well, I have a terrible addiction to food. One of my many addictions and bad behaviors. Food has always been my go-to, my rock, the one thing that I thought could always make me feel better. The trouble is, as I've come to realize, food...
- This evening, after a wonderful productive and enriching day (which has been hard to come by lately), I got some bad career news. This comes on the heels of a parent's death recently and impending divorce. Things are pretty tough right now. ...
- It takes the slightest provocation to make me rush for porn when I am super stressed out. Just a mention of something sexual and I find it hard to resist. It's clearly related most strongly to when I'm very stressed, so I think it's like any...
- I am heading into a divorce within the next few weeks. But due to a timing issue we are still together until then. I just need to tell someone that the tension is so extreme that every moment in our house is highly stressful for each. I know...
- Anger is a big problem in my life – probably the central problem. While I may not always act on it – and when I do, it is never to physically harm anyone – it is boiling below the surface quite often. It is easily triggered and I have...
- I am sorry to say that I have come to the point at which I have to admit I am addicted to porn and erotica. I thought that porn addiction was for those who could not go a day without it. Now, I realize that is only one way it can manifest. ...