Jeff30044

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 05/14/2023

  Jeff30044 joined the group Cirrhosis.

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  Current situation

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  Last Reply: hasty_05 05/07/2023

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  It's been a while, but the cycle is repeating itself. I feel like I am plucking leaves off a flower, "she loves me, she loves me not." I feel like the problem I really have is I give too much control to her to determine how our relationship is going to be. Each time she comes at me with "I want a divorce" it hurts a little less. We've been doing this since the beginning of our 23 year marriage. I am by no means a perfect husband and I am not looking for sympathy. I am considering a dignified...

• Bipolar Disorder
  

  I don’t think I am bipolar

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  Last Reply: Jenniferswe 05/07/2023

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  I've been treated for bipolar disorder for many years. In the past I was possibly bipolar but I went through some really bad stuff growing up. I honestly think I just did not have emotional intelligence back then to handle the issues I faced and I was alone. My parents were absent in my life. I had no guidance, nobody to look up to and just get good advice from. Now I am almost 50 and hormones have really changed in me. I am a different person. My wife wants to go her own way and get a divorce....

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  3 days to a new year

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  Posted: 12/28/2022

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  Well today is day two of getting ready for 2023. I am going to make some changes next year. My wife says I do not have an identity of my own and she may be right. I did want to be self-employed for the longest time and I probably still want to be self-employed I just dont want the drama I get from my wife when I do things like pay my son for the hours he worked. He is going through some tough times in his relationship as well. I give him slack because his wife moved another woman/lover into the...

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Jeff30044

  Posted: 12/28/2022

  Jeff30044 commented on the discussion New Year Coming, Same Problems.

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  New Year Coming, Same Problems

  Posted by: Jeff30044

  Last Reply: Bobby5000 12/28/2022

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  So she wants a divorce again. It's always one fot out the door with her and no holiday can be complete without her wanting a divorce. I have always fought to fix the relationship. I used to get very hurt by what she says. Truth is I really dont get hurt anymore from it. I tend to expect it. Sex life is gone, we rarely have sex. My hormones may have changed some and so has hers. Its not really my choice, I would like some intimacy but it takes two. In the past I admit I fought against divorce to...

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  Sunday

  Posted by: Jeff30044

  Last Reply: catch_the_music 04/13/2022

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  Good morning people. It's a beautiful day. It's my only day off. I want to have a nice day. I want to enjoy it with my partner but she's being a jerk and argumentative as usual. I am considering looking at "married but looking" groups. I really don't like all the trouble I go through. I am actually kind of tired and I just wanted to go out to eat breakfast. Instead it turned into a blaming argument. It's always a blaming argument. I apologize in good faith for the sake of ending arguments but...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 03/13/2022

  Jeff30044 joined the group Bipolar Disorder.

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  Crazy times

  Posted by: Jeff30044

  Last Reply: catch_the_music 03/20/2022

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  This is the third time I attempted to write this. I am 48, been married to this wife for 21 years. I was married before for 5 years. I have 5 grown children between the two wives. I have bipolar disorder. I have been on medication for it for many years. I question whether or not I really have bipolar disorder or I take medication to cope with a bad relationship and a troubled past. I am hard of hearing and wear bilateral hearing aids. I need cochlear implants but I am not sure if I am ready...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 03/10/2021

  Jeff30044 joined the group Breakups & Divorce.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/10/2021

  Jeff30044 became friends with TeamDS.