2earlyriser
Status: To suffer unnecessarily is masochistic rather than heroic.-Dr. Viktor E. Frankl
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So much is going on. My wife got sick again and had to be admitted to the hospital. She's okay, but her health is going down more and more. Every weekend for the last 4 she's been at hospital ER. I...
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So much is going on. My wife got sick again and had to be admitted to the hospital. She's okay, but her health is going down more and more. Every weekend for the last 4 she's been at hospital ER. I...
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So much is going on. My wife got sick again and had to be admitted to the hospital. She's okay, but her health is going down more and more. Every weekend for the last 4 she's been at hospital ER. I...
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I am doing good. I am starting to do the things that bring me joy. Things that I have forsaken for a bit.
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I am feeling sooo much better right now. I have to write about it. My wife and I went to the hardware store to buy a new pantry door, the old one couldn't gert repaired. I will hook it up in the...
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How do I feel? I feel alright ..honestly I feel alright. I'm not in that deep pit of depression of late...right now. I am still worried that its just over there waiting for me. I am sleeping alot..I...
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I have come so close to death these past few days. I worry that eventually I will act on my thoughts to a tragic end. I have so many loose ends to tie up. I've been told that I have good work to do,...
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Its been a few days since my last entry. I have been doing alright. Went to a different church one that I'm hoping is more tolerant of my lifestyle. The service was good. Music was really good, the...
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"The flower that doesn't get picked is the luckiest, it continues to grow while its beauty is left to be admired by all."
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Who said prayers are not answered! A man is in the middle of the ocean in dire need of help. He prays for Heavenly Father to save him. All of a sudden a helicopter flies up and the pilot says to...
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I went to my pdoc's and was upfront and confessed how I was feeling. I told him that I was severely depressed and want to die. I said how nice it would be to be dead..no worries, pain, bills, nothing...
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Damn this rollercoaster! I see from my posts that I am an emotional mess. I am good one day then really shitty the next. I am not good..Friday can't come soon enough. I get my ECT on Friday, I'm...
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I made my appointments and it looks like I am getting back on track. I saw my counselor last night. It had been weeks since I saw her last. It was nice to be able to talk to someone about the...
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My mother had open heart surgery on June 5th. I went to be with and take care of dad while she was in the hospital. One day her doctor came in to see her while I was visiting. She was having trouble...
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Its 4am on Sunday. I'm wide awake after having another bout of intense dreams...these dreams are worrying me. I don't know their meanings but I'm sure I'm having them for a reason. I'm lonely as...
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