Slogging ahead

Who said prayers are not answered! A man is in the middle of the ocean in dire need of help. He prays for Heavenly Father to save him. All of a sudden a helicopter flies up and the pilot says to the  man "come aboard I will save you." Then man says "no, I'm waiting for my Heavenly Father to save me". The helicopter flies off. A little while later a boat floats up. The captain of the boat says "cli...mb aboard I will save you." The man says "no, I'm waiting for my Heavenly Father to save me." The boat floats away. Sadly the man dies. When he gets to Heaven he asks Heavenly Father "why didn't you save me when I asked for help?" Heavenly Father says "I tried to help you, I sent a helicopter and a boat".
In my dire need of help I am thankful that Heavenly Father sent me several helicopters and boats. I made it through a rough time with the help of some lovingly Heaven sent friends that cared enough to hold my hand. Am I all better? NO. But I am being well taken care of.
I called my insurance company for names of pdocs that accept their policy. I made a call and talked to a social worker who did an intake. He said it will take about a month for things to get in place. In the meantime I will stay with the express lane pdoc I have now. No sense in cutting off all services. I can't afford to REALLY get sick. "When one door closes, another opens.....the hardest part is waiting in the hall". Patient I am and will be...