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- I've been slowly weaning myself of meds. My doctor didn't know. They have me on enough stuff to turn a race horse into a sloth!! The meds have made me feel like garbage for a long time. you guessed it - like a zombie. Colors are more grey. I...
- Horrible idea? Am I overreacting? Do I need to work harder to remove myself from a position of responsibility and decision making so I don't get so stressed out?My parents divorced at the start of this year and I moved in with my mother both...
- Yay for great days! I haven't slept since yesterday and around 4am, I left the house and started driving around everywhere. I had breakfast at IHOP then I drove to various stores just to see when they opened. Then on to walmart! They are ALWAYS...
- First of all, I know that being 28 means I am still in my youth so :pWhen I was a teen back in high school, I somehow convinced my mother (also bipolar) to let me ride ON our vehicle instead of in it!! We had a van and I would jump on the hood,...
- A couple of hours ago I read this story about nearly 50 pit bulls rescued by the NYPD from a basement "arena" where they were being bred and forced to fight.After reading this story, I can't get it out of my head. I'm so glad that they are now...
- Does disability come directly from national gov or do they pass it to you threw the state level gov? Do they care if you stay in one place? What about if you want to move one state over?I'm thinking about eventually moving about an hour away near...
- If there is a God, why doesn't he just strike me down and be done with it?! I used to believe in Him fervently. I had to. There had to be some purpose to it all.....now? Who cares?! You have to have darkness and pain to really appreciate light...
- I know I have started several threads recently, one of which was strangely enough about a fear of posting, but I have just felt gushy and emotional and open tonight. I have spent much of the night crying especially while I thought of how ashamed I...
- Anyone else do it every time they think there is a change of a relationship?Even when I pursue someone, all the sudden "Wait...she might be interesting in me? I am not good enough...she doesn't know me...she wouldn't like the real me...I am...
- I had somewhat of a flashback when replying to 9iceblue3's post about ups and downs.When I was a kid, my parents threatened me lots of times by saying they would send me to a psychiatrist or therapist if I didn't straighten up.I confided in them...
- When your definition of "old people" keeps getting later and later, you are getting older.I remember being a kid and thinking people were "old", "really old", or "how are they still alive?"One time in college I mentioned that I had a great math...
- I love it! It really drowns out my tinnitus :)I listen to music soooo often that I feel very strange when there is silence.
- Maybe I am being dumb but I have a strong phobia of posting topics or replying. I have replied to several posts (especially recently) but it is like someone with arachnophobia making themselves touch a spider. I get anxiety and my heart starts...
- My lawyer sent me to a doctor for a psych eval and I was there for four hours. The first hour was filling out paper work and the next three were talking with the doc, filling out more paperwork, solving puzzles, answering more questions, and taking...
- Anyone else here get the Bipolar + Fibromyalgia double whammy to the extent that both make the other so much worse? I had my Bipolar Disorder pretty well in control until a major FM flare onset that caused me so much physical and mental stress that...