Alliegator

My grandpa is having heart surgery in 8 hours.  I'm really scared. When I saw him two days ago a had a feeling it would be the last time I saw him.  

I wish I had a better love life.  I feel like no boy will ever want me or love me.  I am very frustrated right now.  It is so hard to meet new people over the summer and even in college its hard...

I can't sleep again.  I didn't fall asleep until 2:00 last night and then I woke up at 4:30 and haven't been able to get back to sleep.  I have to work today too.  2-7.  I hope I don't fall over.

I am so hurt and angry right now. Those words don't even seem real or of substance. I don't think anything can really express how I feel right now. Today my mom and I got in a fight which normally...

I hate living with my mom.  I absolutely hate it.  I want her to go away forever.  I can't stand this.  I need to get out but she won't let me.  I don't understand why she has to be such a...

I've still only had one slip up!  I've had the urge to cut a few times recently but I have resisted

I resent my mom and her illness.  I don't know why its so hard for me to say that.  I guess I feel like a bad daughter.  But in all honesty her illness takes over her.  She sucks to be around and...

I'm so frustrated with my life.  I feel like I am going no where.  I just want to be productive and get a good job and make my parents proud.  I hate summer.  I don't want to work two jobs.  I...

I can't stand my mom.  Is summer over yet?

One of my major goals this summer is to not let my mom affect me so much.  She used to make me so angry I would cry and shake and it was just awful.  I'm going to try really hard to not stoop to...

So today has been a really bad day.  First I had to move out of my dorm and away from all of my friends.  Then I got home and found out my mom is having a flair up of her bad back and some sort of...

I feel super bored and restless.  I hate feeling like this.  I never know what to do with myself.  A lot of my friends are leaving tomorrow and I still have exams.  I guess I'm stressed and sad....

I'm having a lot of issues with my body. I definitely out grew some of my shorts and pants. I don't know if its just because I'm maturing and my hips are widening or if its because I'm getting fat. ...

I'm so sick of feeling like crap all the time.  I have been sleeping better lately but I still wake up like four times in the middle of the night and my sleep isn't very deep or restful.  So then...

I'm having an awful, awful weekend.  I hate that I'm such a failure.  Why can't I do anything right?  Why doesn't anyone want me?