Xtina
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- My N lives on my Grams property and I take care of my Grandmother a few days a week. I've been good and staying distant, trying to avoid contact, texting hello, and not making any efforts. I guess she's notice and decided to reach out (of course). I...
- My N lives on my Grams property and I take care of my Grandmother a few days a week. I've been good and staying distant, trying to avoid contact, texting hello, and not making any efforts. I guess she's notice and decided to reach out (of course). I...
- My Mother is SO BP it's crazy. She comes to visit my Grandmother 3 days a week. We all get the havoc. Today she comes in to ask me for help to dep my Grams checks and pay bills b4 we can get started (its 9am) I ask her to pls quite smacking her gum...
- Ok, two questions. I keep hearing you gain weight from these med's from my doc as well.Those of you who noticed weight gain are you eating healthy, working out, sleeping well, and any other things that help with maintaining a healthy lifestyle?Also,...
- ( I posted this on CODE too, I wasn't where I want to post) While I was tying I felt this may BP or both this is all so confusing.I've been struggling to get my life back. I'm so consumed almost paralyzing. I was strong for a day, taking sometime...
- I've been struggling to get my life back. I'm so consumed almost paralyzing. I was strong for a day, taking sometime alone then today she knew I wasn't going to text her =( . So she text me regarding Easter. It started from there. I brought up that...
- Do you think "Amends" are needed for ex's? I put so many ex's thru so much BS and never new why. I thought I was so cool to date for 3 months and break up. Reality is they would break up with me but, I could careless. Now, I care and can't take...
- Good Morning....So, I just got a text from my EX (whom I have not removed myself from). I generally don't wait more than 1 minute before I text back. She on the other hand doesn't always text me back. I get that she doesn't think we always need to...
- Am I ever going to get better? Am I always going disappointed those who I manpulate to love me. Then fall in love them then /hate them, next push them away. I just want to live a normal streess free live. I want to wake up happy, be happy all day,...
- Ok, I am BI Polar...but, it helped me to read what my behaviour does to those whom I love & love me. Like give space let them breath, don't think it's the end of the would, stay up all night text'n or cleaning...I know code & bi polar good times...
- to get my ex to come over. I offer money or food (she's not working) and lives down the street w/my Grams. So, she just came over & left. (She came by earlier too) both times I fall to my knees and cry. I want things to be normal until I let my...
- Why am I in love with someone who isn't in love with me. She loves me but no in love. She does the world for me but, won't be with me.. She came over last night (She lives with my Grams) around 11 I assume she wanted to take a shower and not wake...
- I have trust issues. I have an EX girlfriend (due to my BP illness). but, she's sticking around. All I can thing about her spending the night with someone else (she assures me shes not sleeping w/anyone) I don't beleive her. I obsess when she...
- I am reading the posts to help me stop worrying and enjoy my evening even though it's alone. My GF wen to Roller Derby and I don't like her friends (controlling) and we'll I don't like it. She may have stayed home (my Granmothers I know complicated)...
- I spend most evenings/nights with my GF but, the moment she wants to go home. I feel like it's the end of the world. I fight, think she doesn't love me, threaten, cry...you name it I do it.I am working on myself (AGAIN).Last night we talked about...