mjrwraith

OK maybe this is a rant or maybe it's just non sense either way I have to get it out somehow since I really have no one to talk to. So this weekend I wanted to go camping for Father's day but my wife...

So what's so bad about a 12 hr night shift. There's the typical things most people would see but for me it adds a different undertone. My mind starts to go to whatever extreme I'm in, if I'm manic I...

Ok I'm ready for this manic episode to be done. I'm angry, agitated and all I have to talk to is a damn screen screw it all to hell. 

Well I haven't kept up with this as much as I had hoped but things are just so upside down right now. I finally went and saw my new pdoc and I really liked him he was quite open and honest about...

Well sitting here at the last of my first 12 hr shift of the week and just feels like everything is crumbling around me. Last week they told us we were supposed to do things a certain way here at...

Well been off my meds for a little over a month now cause of the lovely new Obummer Care. Christmas and the first of the year were a living nightmare. Two days before Christmas, which is already a...

Void fills the recesses of my mind, emptiness leaks away what joys I should feel, the dark pulls and entices, all those past vices, tempt me once again to enter into their den, the light behind me...

Well this is finals week and I am down to one final in College Algebra left...(sigh), and it's Wed. morning. Next semester will be a breeze for school cause I'll only have two classes all summer, and...

Ok so things have been more than a bit hectic. Here lately I have just had some issues especially my energy level appetite and some other "personal" issues. So I decided to quit procrastinating and...

Well dinner went well despite having a few issues. The wood was a little green still so the bigger logs didn't want to flame up just smolder. So dinner ended up being a little bit late but it turned...

Ok had a really good day today. My in-laws watched the two older kids all weekend and the wife and I only had our youngest. We decided after church today, since the weather was just beautiful, to go...

Ok so today is going a lot better than the past few days. I relaized I quit working my material and let old destructive patterns start taking over. So last night I restarted myself. I got back into...

Ok so today is only getting worse. I seem to be in a depressed phase and it just gets worse when I try to reach out. I was diagnosed Bipolar type-II and when I try to tell people they just give me...

I guess today is going a little better. Just finished a test for my College Algebra class. I know I didn't do very well. I just seem to be getting overwhelmed. I have 17 hrs. of College classes, my...

Well I'm new at the whole journaling thing but I'll give it a shot. Today was busy; I went to class this morning, then after class went to my practicum til about mid afternoon. I'm running into some...