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I guess today is going a little better. Just finished a test for my College Algebra class. I know I didn't do very well. I just seem to be getting overwhelmed. I have 17 hrs. of College classes, my wife's truck to finish rebuilding, my practicum, and trying to make money on the side as I can. Now my wife wants to try and slam all the rest of our classes into one more summer semester and I can't do it. Problem is she seems oblivious when I say that. I may have to just set up my summer semesters how I need them and when she says something just tell her that I can't do it. I don't know I am really at the end of my rope here. I am trying to become closer to God and some days I do really good and others I just start going through the day and by the end of it realize I haven't even said so much as one word to Him. Of course then I feel horrible cause He has done so much for me and I repay Him by ignoring him for the day. I just feel like an @$$ (sorry just being honest). Oh well gotta get to my practicum and all, maybe the day will pick up.

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YOU ARE NOT ALONE. THERE ARE DAYS WHEN I HAVE TROUBLE IN PRAYING AND READING MY BIBLE. IF A BELIEVER EVER TELLS YOU THEY DO NOT GO THROUGH DRY SPELLS; WELL I DO NOT KNOW ABOUT THAT. I GO THROUGH SPIRITUAL DRY SPELLS AND THEN THERE ARE TIMES I AM ON TOP THE SPIRITUAL MOUNTAN. JUST TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME. HANG IN THERE.

ROGER YOUR FRIEND