I am so sorry, my heart goes out to you(((Hugs)))
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I am always
here for you!Only a message away...

Lots of Love,
Maria

I am so sorry! My heart goes out to you(((Hugs)))
You are in my thoughts and prayers....
I am always here for you!

Love, Hugs and Blessings
Maria

My heart breaks for you NO that isn't all your good for your a Beautiful lady & don't let anybody tell you different.
Here for you anytime.
All my Love,
Angel

Thank you two, i'll deff be taking you guys up on that offer

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3 and Hugs,Maria

Your welcome.
(((((((Huggies)))))),
Angel

Your welcome,
(((((((((hugs))))))))),
Angel

Thinking of you!

(((Hugs)))
Maria

I think it is time for a change. First and foremost you have to forgive yourself. This is not your fault.

Then, with this in mind, look to change something about your life that will make you happy. Start to step away from the uglyness. It is hard, but you can do it. You have friends here. We all need help and we reach to reach other to get that help.

you are not alone

thanks to this group, I am not alone. Your posting here gives me stregnth as maybe I can help, even it it is only a tiny bit.

hugs and stregnth to you! You can make it - one small step at a time.

love
yadlim

I am so sorry you are feeling this way. Domestic violence leaves terrible scars and lowers self esteem which carries on with you throughout your life unless you gain insight and stop the cycle. You are lovely and don't need to continue to let others put you down or make you their victim. Life has so much more to offer you and I hope you can overcome these feelings. You have our support here and we want to help you. Hugsxxxx Bonnie

Thank you so much guys. You all are so welcoming and caring . I want to take a step just don't know in which direction do I go ?

We are all here for you!

Love and hugs,
Maria

Hi, i read you post, and i felt awful, i am sorry for what happened to you.
i noticed you have a beatiful writing style, maybe you should think about it, writing helps. i talk from experience.
good luck and God bless

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Do you have a church you go to? That can be a very good first positive step. An active church group can surround you with positive feelings and help you down the road to recovery. Become active within the church.

I also suggest celebacy (I spelled that wrong). Right now you are in a downward spiral and will seek out what you know. Since what you know is not healthy for you in that type of relationship, it is time to back away from it.

I also suggest that volunteering is a great way to meet new people who will have positive things going on in thier lives - through a church is best, but there are also dog pounds if you like dogs, horse rescues - if you like horses, or kids groups.... Just find something different, as far different as you can find, that you mighth like.

Books are also a good place to learn how to chance what is going on in your life. You can buy them at the bookstore, or just go read them at the library. There are hundreds of self-help books out there.

You have already taken the first step, which is admitting that there is a problem. You have taken several other steps in telling others that there is a problem and asking for help. Keep up the momentium.

You CAN do this. we will be here to help!
yadlim