matt didnt call me yesterday.  if he doesnt call me today i will probably go insane!!!!! i need him right now. i feel awful. i need to talk to him and if i dont i will probably be a wreck this week. i wish i had been there when he called me friday. i cant believe i missed it! i needed him alot on friday and i missed it. im gonna go nuts if i dont get that call today. i'll be at work all day too so i probably wont get to talk alot. its gonna suck either way. i just hope he calls after i get off work. if he doesnt call my week will be ruined.