i did have a great weekemd! but i didnt sleep good at all last nite. i tossed and turned all nite. i guess i was thinking too much. u know how sometimes u cant sleep b/c ur mind is not at rest? thats how my mind was last nite. i got to thinking about the future and was wishing i knew what it was going to be u know? i prayed like for crazy 4 God to guide me on the path that leads to being with matt. i just hope he listens...

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I do that ALL the time. I constanly think about going back home (Oklahoma) but then I get mad at myself because not very many people can say they lived here in Hawaii. :) Hope you sleep better tonight!
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I know the feeling..o god do i know the feeling...I wish I knew what was going ot happen in the future..and i want to know if waiting for him while he is going to be at boot camp is gonna be a waste if we wont be together in the future..it sux i know! :-(