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- the olypmics has got the world watching our British nation.WATCH THIS INSTEAD ITS FAB....http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tr36XDC6hmA
- people who are aware of your illness tentatively ask how you've been lately.its been up and down.
- so i havent been officially diagnosed.this is the story of my life but sometimes it helps to just vent about it on here. i feel odd being on a support group for an illness im not 100% sure i even have.one minute i am making the most ridiculous...
- i dont even fucking know how im still alivei go out. alone with no money.because ! I NEED TO DO SOMETHINGi do everything wreckless in the bookthe book that goes "10 best ways to an early grave"then i cry and regret and feel so much self loathing it...
- i dont even know what im going to write.im such a fucked up little girl.sometimes i wish i was so ill that i was just sectioned and detained in a psychiatric ward for the rest of my life.somehow i think things would be easier then. no...
- i won't be actually going to university until 2013, but as you may know the application process is lengthy and i need to start applying as soon as i get back to my alevels this september. I am a year older than most in my academic year because i...
- So. yet again i cease to amaze myself by having a completely out ofcontrol couple of days that are. just worrying. i literally lost control. im writing this feeling immensely ashamed, upset and disgusted with myself.it started thursday night and...
- ive got none.mums got none.cant pay the bills. things are getting more and more priceycant afford to get to collegecant find a job applied for over 300 cant afford to live.in a messso fucking stressed.wish i wasnt meepicly low.probably going to...
- anyone who knows that i have just had the "holiday" from hell will know i was looking forward to coming home.well i dont fucking know why.my mums been in floods of tears all day, about work and money and not having any, having to cut the phone and...
- can you all say reassuring thingsstuck abroad on a holiday i booked in a weird statehate it.
- now and again i'll have a few days of just being in a haze of impulsiveness and wild bizarre ideas will occur to me. They are often impulses to do the things that are so oposite from what i want to do that i cant even understand where the thought...
- always end up in a mess.got an exam in 2 daysand 2 after the weekendand a holiday next weekand these past few days i've decided to be mind-numbingly depressed.all i've done is crygood one.
- did you struggle to get taken seriously or is that just me ? i know for a fact i have some form of bipolar specrtrum disorder i am not silly or blinded by intelligence. i have this and it's untreated. my nurse agrees with me. only she cant help with...
- so basically im in a right pickle with life at the minuteam i manic or am i just being a normal youngster ? ? i'm making risky dangerous impulsive decisions, they could end disastrously but they never do because ive got it in my head that everything...
- those who don't know im an incest survivor at the hands of a sibling.in english lit we're studying the revenger's tragedy.we did a question answer group exercise, and i was castiza, the sister.my teacher asked me as though i was the characterhow do...