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I have no clue why I decided to take classes online. I have no motivation whatsoever. Although now that I'm back on meds it's getting slightly better. I'm fortunate that their classes it don't take...

October 3, 2012 I woke up this morning, and wanted to have a yogurt but I couldn't. I have no clean silverware in my house. I just keep laying on the couch than my own filth.  The sad part is...

October 2, 2012I stopped by my parent’s house on Tuesday after therapy I went to visit my mom. When I got there my dad was sitting in the recliner. I asked what you doing home. He says to me I'm...

I didn't realize how bad he was abused as a child!I have been w/ my BF a little over a year but it wasn't until last night that I found out the details of the sexual abuse and why I feel like I’m...

After losing my health insurance, and not meeting with my therapist weekly I lost my way. I get mixed up some really bad people that compromised my car, my rental car and my sobriety. It amazed me...

My boyfriend tells me all the time that he loves me. He tells me he loves me with all his whole heart, yet I always think that there is some other woman in his life. He is an hour and a half way from...

I was actually inspired today to do some much needed cleaning! It was a small step, but I actually made some progress.  I have a clear path from my couch to the bathroom! I can't tell you when the...

          You need to slow down! I found that after being released from the hospital, I took off like a bat out of hell. I did so much, so fast that I didn't shut down for about two weeks. I...

It really feels good to be sober. It really feels good to actually be working the program. It feels really good to be working with a sponsor.I can now see at my higher power didn't put a sponsor in...

I have created this wonderful schedule to help me plan of my day. I did it for the first five days and then I don't know what happened or why stop using it. It was working out really well for me to...

So this is the first time in any 12 step program that I attempted that I'veactually been truly sober for 30 days. I'm and I'm putting in the work thatneeded working with my sponsor and no  BS.The...

So I got out of the psychiatric unit on Monday  May 7th after being admitted on April 27. My mom is never any get this diagnosis and I'm okay with. Today I found myself awake one morning, not being...

I have friend that thinks that I should just be able to stop!  To me that is like telling an alcoholic to just stop drinking or a drug addict. Things are not that easy. I was raised to put all...

            I have some of Melody Beattie's books and the CODA big book, but I really wanted the coda workbook. I have some extra money and placed the order today. Super excited and can't...

          On the phone meeting tonight the discussion was the third promise of CODA: I know a new freedom          I know that I am not there yet, but I look forward to the day...