30 days sober!!!

So this is the first time in any 12 step program that I attempted that I'veactually been truly sober for 30 days. I'm and I'm putting in the work thatneeded working with my sponsor and no  BS.
The other big thing that I have done was to take my boyfriend out of my sobrietygoals. I now understand what he meant by having to work on sobriety and that'sthe only thing he could focus on his sobriety. I was angry at him for notresponding to me what he was trying to get sober. I was angry for two reasonsone because I was really depressed and needed to get back on my medication formy bipolar disorder and really working the  CoDA program.
 
Before April 15 (tax day) I would just go to meetings and thought that itwould just thought it was supposed to sink in that way. I was angry that Ididn't have a sponsor, but I see that I wasn't ready for one I wasn't ready tostart working program. Today my life is less unmanageable than it was yesterday.