macksbaby
Status: Trusting Fate to lead me to where I belong.
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- Hi everyone, it's been a very long time since I stopped in. Some of you may remember me, but for those that don't my addict's DOC was heroin and meth. My Mack now has over two years clean. His brain is healing. And I am still sticking with him. ...
- Hello Everyone!I haven't been here in a very long time. I had to stop to save me and my relationship. It became very hard for me to read all of your stories and I found myself angry at my addict a lot, for things that happened to all of you...
- Hi Everyone! I'm just checking in. It's been awhile. My dumbass addict is still clean. And he's still a dumbass. He's now got 5 months clean from heroin. Did have that one pill incident in July. But that was it. His treatment is coming along...
- I am so angry right now. That dumbass may not be using anymore but he still has a total disregard and lack of respect for me and this family. His heroin habit, financially destroyed us. I have been covering everything since last November. I have...
- Hello everyone!! My addict has been home from rehab for 4 weeks now. He's still clean!!! Let's see, he's been clean from heroin for about 4 months now. We did have that percocet slip in July, but nothing since July 15th. So he's doing good in...
- When the pain of staying in a relationship becomes greater than the pain of leaving a relationship, it's time to get the hell out of that relationship. Right now, for me it's about 50/50. An even split. I really don't know what to do. He's been...
- This is my first flare up in many many years. I had forgotten how miserable IC is. How it effects every aspect of my life. And I've noticed that with this one, I'm leaking. Just little bits of urine. I hate this! As if living with IC wasn't...
- I still have a lot of anxiety over my addict. Which is completely natural considering everything that has happened this past year. He's home from rehab and seems to be very focused. But, he is in the early stages of recovery and I am all too...
- Well... I picked my recovering addict up from rehab yesterday. And I am now prone to believe that miracles really do happen. He looked really good. I love that smile of his! We stopped for breakfast in the city before driving back home. Over...
- Well... It's been 28 days. My recovering addict comes home from rehab tomorrow. I'm excited and nervous. The house is clean. My boundaries are set. I am as ready as I can be. Except for the waves of panic I seem to be experiencing. I do not...
- I'm working on Mack's coming home contract. And I know it should be detailed and reasonable for both of us. But all I can think of to write is if you lie, cheat, steal or get high then you get the eff outta my house. The end. I know there has...
- My addict comes home from rehab in 1 week. He called me last night and we chatted for a bit. He's making some good progress. He's learning a lot about himself. And he's learning a lot about what led him to make the choices that he made. He...
- We have 13 days till Mack Daddy comes home from rehab. And I am frantically cleaning every inch of this house. I've been missing a digital camera and my digital video camera for awhile now. I was convinced he sold them for drugs. Well.... I was...
- And yes he does qualify for the double o! He calls me and tells me that he is adjusting to rehab. Ok. He has made some friends. Ok. And that he got to sit at the "cool" table at dinner last night. Ummm.... Seriously, this is REHAB not high...
- It was my first weekend alone and all I did was mope around the house. I used his soap. I used his deoderant. I slept with his pillow in his teeshirt. I wrote lots of letters (some I'll send, some I won't). I'm pathetic. I did not realize how...