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- So I am back to feeling sudden anger coming out of nowhere. Just want to share about it and I guess I know the drill already. This PTSD is weird. One moment I'm fine and the other I'm angry.
- Hello. I am back to obsessively worrying about my neighbors. To avoid making an ass of myself, I don't go to my bedroom and shut the blinds and avoid being in the house, and if I have to be in the house I try to be as quiet and unnoticeable as...
- I am doing more or less fine, except that some days I feel that all my demons come crawling out of nowhere. As someone with PTSD, OCD, and a survivor of sexual abuse, some days I just struggle to feel ok, even when things are ok.I am going through a...
- Hello everyone. Haven't posted in a while and decided to do a little sharing.I am doing more or less fine, except that some days I feel that all my demons come crawling out of nowhere. I have PTSD and OCD too, so some days I just struggle to feel...
- ...I suddenly found myself angry and "arguing with the newspaper". Something I read made me mad and triggered something, but I can't say what it was. I re-read the page I was reading and couldn't find what was triggering.Then I isolated for the...
- Some days are better than others. I find myself today back in the old victim mode. I've had a week or so of feeling great but I'm not sure what happened that something triggered my pessimistic thinking. I have ocd too so today I acted it all...
- Hello everyone.So one of my sisters has been talking to me recently. I haven't heard from her since 2005 or so, then since my father went on surgery, my siblings have been calling me trying to drag me into their nonsense with the excuse of "your...
- I am now struggling with obsessive thinking. My latest worry is about my neighbors in the back. Unfortunately I do have real reasons to worry since they are people I don't know, but also make a lot of unnecessary noise.I live in a house but it's...
- Questions about fun and happiness.What is fun to you? How do you integrate fun and joy? How do you avoid getting too caught up in recovering and integrate "living in spite of"?
- Hello.Here I am again with another issue. It actually makes me realize that I haven't told my story, that I have just mentioned bits and pieces...Anyway, today I got a call from my mother. My father just had a heart attack and is in the hospital. ...
- One small victory always comes with some bs.I have been struggling at work with my working environment. It's not exactly friendly and I hate it. I have been working with coworkers little by little trying to build a team, and I am starting to see...
- Just want to share this, and yes it has to do with sexual abuse.I got a call from a number in the Chicago area. I have the custom of not answering to numbers I don't recognize, but they kept calling almost every day, even Sundays and evenings. ...
- Hello:When I joined (a few weeks ago) I posted that I am in a disgusting working environment. As I learn and figure things out, i realize that coming from the place I come from, it's very hard for me to realize when people are being nasty. As an...
- Hello:Today I feel very triggered. I don't have anyone to talk to and sadly I am going through a problem with my neighbors. They are becoming a nuisance and seem to want to look for problems.I am very afraid since my obsessive thinking though it's...
- When I am having obsessive thoughts or when I am in "ocd" mode (don't know how to explain this better), the one thing that I am noticing that those are the only times when nothing else in the world matters. It's the only times that I can...