KLSar

so tonight i hit 2000 calories and i know that's not bad but i went over 2000 a few nights ago and i know i'll prolly hit it tomorrow too. the other night and tonight were both only because i was out...

i hate grocery shopping. i would love to make a list, give it to someone, and have them go for me. because i eat bananas and apples everyday and cucumbers most days, i need to go like once a week...

i had a wicked hangover all day today...not a good idea to get intoxicated from cheap wine. usually hangover days are bad for me cuz i try to cure that awful feeling in my stomach by eating. it never...

i went over 2000 cals today but its totally cool. we had a wine tasting at work tonight after the restaurant closed and then went for a couple drinks after. i've been stuck in my apt with a healing...

so its been 2 weeks since my last binge and i'm so happy about that. but as i sit here, watching yet another rerun of 90210, which is such a great show, i'm still thinking about food. sometimes i...

don't think about food...don't think about food....i think its time i brush my teeth and go to my bedroom, away from my kitchen. i think i'll actually smoke some weed my friend gave me a few days ago...

149!!! i can't friggin believe it! i haven't weighed below 150 in almost 2 years! i don't care if its just a fluctuation and if i weigh more tomorrow cuz it said 149 today, that's how much i weighed...

i'm obsessed with this website....but i guess its better than being obsessed with food, right? i feel bad that i've only written one journal about bingeing since i've joined this site but at the same...

i can't wait until i live alone. i can't stand living my with my roommate. when she comes home its like i automatically get into a bad mood. all she's good for is not-knowingly help me not...

its nights like these that i actually am glad to have a roommate. i stopped eating tonight at 1500 calories because of her. i would have gone up to 1640, which doesnt seem like that big of a deal,...

so here i am enjoying a beautiful saturday night here im my apartment, resting my ankle, and watching my roommate kill a bottle of wine....and put another bottle in the freezer which obviously means...

well i mad it through the night in one piece. my ankle did ok but my other foot started hurting from standing on it all night. and i started getting these weird stomach cramps during most of the...

time to get back to work tonight. i'm scared of prolonging my healing but seriously, i need to make some money. i guess i need to keep my proirities straight right now and it seems they are work,...

ok, so i'm a little intoxicated right now but i really want to write. i went over my calorie limit tonight but it was for a good reason. like i said earlier, i only want to go over for a good reason...

its tough. when i have nothing else to do its hard to keep my mind off food. there's nothing on tv, i can't go for a walk, i could do pilates like i planned but i just dont feel like it, and there's...