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Status: at this moment I am filled with deep self hatred. I'm just observing the emotion...
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- It has been over a year since the birth family stormed out of my life. It was a tough year, although now it feels like I have a new lease on life and I can start to put things behind me.Sadly, I'm getting flashbacks and things are being triggered...
- I am in a codependent relationship with a man who I have been with since 2007. This relationship drains me and we have a 4 year old daughter. This is a very draining relationship for me.He had an alcoholic father that wouldn't come home at night...
- Over the weekend, I got a very rude awakening at my 10 year old's birthday party. We usually celebrate her birthday together but this time my ex brought his wife to be. He has said nothing to me over the past while and voila he has a new spouse. It...
- I am again in grief over my root family. I still wonder if I was ever adopted or wonder why on earth family would treat another like crap.In the fall, my mom had admitted to giving my siblings all the help that they needed and nothing for me. My...
- Last week, I discovered the neighborhood bully. When I first met her a few months ago, I thought she was okay but a bit strange. She would come call on my 8 year old to play and then ditch her shortly after my 8 year old came out.I was sitting on my...
- Overall, Christmas was okay. My family and I were invited over to my mom's for Christmas dinner. She also decided to have the rest of her family over for Christmas. She had told everybody to get over what happened in the past is in the past....
- Over the past while I have been distraught and riddled with worry about whether or not I have HIV because I keep getting sick. I have always had a sore throat, thrush like symptoms on my tongue. etc.....I have some friends, who are single and when...
- Is it possible to have a legally binding contract to remove one's siblings from one's life? Including a waiver to remove all sibling rights etc with no contact?I have been estranged with my birth family, though recently I have been in contact with...
- I was diagnosed with hsv2 back in 1996. I still struggle with the negative feelings about having it and I am still not able to forgive my ex.Usually I get an OB once or twice a year.....well this past month I have got an OB 3 times and I don't know...
- Today I am in a great deal of emotional pain from and extremely unsettling visit with relatives last night. Now I don't recall having a falling out with people in my family but I have never felt so unwelcome in my life.My grandma and her husband,...
- I am working through my past issues of being abused as a child. I'm finding I need to talk with like minded people to help me process this stuff within my soul. I have worked hard on myself since 1992 and more so over the past 10 years. I have...
- Last month I ceased contact with my family and have decided to move on and live my life because I find that there is nothing that can be reconciled. I come from a bad home and a dysfunctional family.Here is my issue. When I was in contact with my...
- Today I'm feeling quite down and sad today. I walked away from my biological family for the final time last month. (Of course I have had an extremely rough 2 1/2 months due to severe morning illness and have many many trips to emergency and in...
- I joined the site last week - seeking help. The reason why I joined this group is that I have experienced life with step parents - being a step child for a long while. I can offer some insights.I've had step parents for several years ( almost 3...
- I got PTSD from severe childhood abuse and neglect. It started in childhoos and lasted well into my adult years. Since last summer I have been trying to deal with these issues from my past. Last year I stood up to my mother's emotional terrorist...