Overall, Christmas was okay. My family and I were invited over to my mom's for Christmas dinner. She also decided to have the rest of her family over for Christmas. She had told everybody to get over what happened in the past is in the past. Christmas morning I wanted to call in sick and not attend because I deeply dreaded even going there with the others attending. My mom had told me earlier that I did not have to be concerned about my step siblings and that it was my blood siblings who had issues.

So I went, My step siblings appear to be slowly coming around but my blood siblings still ignore and ostracise me. There was no Hi or a Merry Christmas coming out of their mouths at me.My sister got a snarky power trip and ordered me about in the kitchen over a matter. My brother scurried away into the other room to avoid me.

Both my blood siblings wished I would have died in the car accident I was in last month but are extremely overjoyed that my kids survived and are okay.