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  Feeling like my world is caving in on meclosing in, I can't see.I look for something to grasp ontosomething to set me freeBut it's all closing inI'm suffocatingdon't know where I end or beginI...

Hi all, I have not been on DS lately, have had loads of stuff going on.  My sis is due to have her baby any day now, so I have been driving down see her alot.  My niece has also had major problems...

I went to see the the doc today, he was really nice, we had a good chat, which is quite novel because the doctors here generally limited to giving you a 5-10 minute slot.  He put me onc Cipralex...

I am feeling a bit better today, the fog is clearing and the sun is trying to break through those dark clouds (Heidi's emotion forecast!).  I have dealt with some things today that I have been...

What is it with depression?  I have been feeling pretty good, so I have delayed that visit to the doc, but I got up this morning and it was there, it bashed me on the head and slapped me in the...

I haven't completed my journal since Saturday.  I have been really busy.  We went to the Zoo all day Sunday,  of all the weird and wonderful animals we saw, my daughter said that her favourite was...

Well I had a great work out again today and did not over eat all, yay!  Well I have been avoiding getting all worked up about the family stuff, because I know that it will consume me if I let it. ...

I have eaten loads of healthy foods today, unfortunately way too much!  It hard to get the balance, just because the food isn't junk doesn't mean I should munch on it all day.  Worked hard not to...

Thanks you guys for all your comments on my journal yesterday, it just feels so great to have you all there.  It's like a knew wave of weigh watchers gang! Fab!  Well, another great day on the...

Today I felt sooooo tired and drained.  I guess it is the lifestyle changes, I thought that it is supposed to make you feel more energetic?! I was too knackered to go to the gym.  I guess it will...

I was so busy going down memory lane I forgot to do my actual journal.  It was weird, I just had to write all that down.  I am hoping it will serve as a way of letting it all go! I still feel...

My Journey to Fatdom!First memory of feeling fat at age 10.  I was NOT in any way overweight.  I was just a skinny, pale, freckled girl.  I remember pinching my stomach.  Started doing the...

Well, I have had a pretty good day, feeling fairly upbeat.  The kids were bickering like crazy this morning, and I was getting fed up with the sound of my own voice.  So I said right 'lets get out...

Had another pretty good day today.  Took the kids and my nieces and nephew to the cinema to see the Simpsons.  We had a laugh.  I thought ahead, knowing that social events cause me to eat the...

Well another great day.  Blessed with lots of sunshine, spent the day out with the kids and we walked alot, even packed us a healthy pic nic.  Full of enthusiam, I went off to the gym only to find...