smpengwin
Status: Wondering why I enjoy attention from some people and am annoyed by attention from others
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I have contempt for myself and contempt for my life. I am not a good person. I pretend to be. I sometimes think I may evolve into a good person but for the most part it's a joke. I don't know how I...
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I'm 55 years old. I started drinking when I was about 15. All my adult life I've tried to confine my drinking to weekends only or times when I'm on vacation from work. That doesn't happen any more....
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My last journal entry was very negative. I don't want to go through life with a negative attitude. I don't believe that's why God created us. I don't think that's what life is about. I want to try a...
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I quit drinking two months ago. I don't crave alcohol but I feel very bored on the weekends. At least getting drunk was something to do and something to look forward to. I had to quit drinking...
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I'm still struggling with my spirituality. I have all my life and I think about it every day. I'm obsessed with it. I can't accept Christianity because of the Hell aspect of it. I can't ascribe to a...
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I went through a terrible period of depression for about five years. I think the depression lifted early in 2011. I was extremely obsessed over the fact that someone wasn't a part of my life anymore....
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I've gone through a seven year depression. At times it was so painful that it was almost unbearable. It's very complicated but my depression was caused by being obsessed over a person that I had a...
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I have a brother in law who has been acting in a very annoying way toward me for the past couple of years. It is getting to the point that I can't even stand being anywhere near him. It is a problem...
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I quit drinking as a new years resolution. I was a heavy drinker the last three years and I've been suffering from depression for about the last eight years. In recent months my depression has...
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I've recently been able to finally gain control of my depressed moods. I think its been about a month now since I've fallen into a deep depression. In my last journal entry I explained how I...
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I've suffered from depression for the last 7 years. I've seen therapists and psychiatrists. I've tried many different types of anti depressants, anti anxiety and anti bi polar meds. I was even...
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I’ve gone through a terrible depression over the past 7 years but now, for the first time I’m making positive progress. However, I’m still fighting my mental demons. I have figured out how to...
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I've recently been able to finally gain control of my depressed moods. I think its been about a month now since I've fallen into a deep depression. In my last journal entry I explained how I...
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I've suffered from depression for the last 7 years. I've seen therapists and psychiatrists. I've tried many different types of anti depressants, anti anxiety and anti bi polar meds. I was even...
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I've experienced a terrible depression over the past few years. I'm not sure what caused the depression but I thank God that I'm finally getting better. I decided to quit drinking as a new years...
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