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I hear a voice and turn to look, I see a back and a walk and the hair, and just for a moment, I think oh my its  KARINA. My heart skips a beat and leaps and then  it drops to my feet.   No she is...

Did fairly well , had bad days all week.   Just can't believe at times that it is real.  Strange things bother me. such as I can't remember much of the wake and not too much of the funeral. ...

Oh Karina.,  Missing you so much.   If I had known last years that you would be gone in a very few days,  I would have handcuffed me to you.It still seems so unreal to believe what happened.  I...

I think this is a difficult time of year for us all.   I am having a rough time and my daughter said yesterday she just had to take flowers, and go talk to her sister and play her favorite...

  Thank you all so much for the understanding, support, and kind words. This cut so deep that I can't talk to anyone really about it  but I had to write in my journal!!!!The sad part is the person...

I was doing better for now and then someone said the most painful, unforgivable thing to me.    I had enough pain, guilt, and tears.  WHY would someone that is supposed to care and understand do...

It  seems that the virus that Kolten had is hanging on.  All the lymph nodes in his abdomen are swollen and inflamed.    They were concerned because his heart rate was too low and wanted to rule...

Please pray everyone.  My 8 year old step grandson is in the Er having test.  Things not looking good  seems some heart problems.   We are very worried.   My daughter is an RN at the hospital...

I have been battling Flu type A for 5 days now.  Just hoping I do get any secondary infections, already in my sinus.   I think my immune system is rundown as I do not usually catch everything that...

Today is ten months since my daughter left this earth! I went to the cemetery to place a shamrock beads for st Pats day .    I cried and I screamed and told her that I wished she could get up and...

Its been a bad weekend and day today.  I went to cemetery. all Christmas flowers were removed.  I can't stand for there to be none.  So many little things and it is crying time.  A toy or a...

When will I be able to grocery shop and not melt down , when I see the food that I would buy for Karina???  There is so much pain in life.

Tomorrow at  3:45  , I have appointment to let Garfield, Karina's cat go to her.      Karina, watch for Garfield to run into your arms!!!  He is sick and I have      to let him go.  He...

I have not been, because I have been having a really rough time.I do not want to be a whine baby, but it all seems new again.   Maybe I didn't face it as head on as I thought I did.  Visions of...

I got thru my birthday Oct 4.  Many friends helped to see that I was busy. My night crew took me to breakfast after work. Karina's high school girl friend brought a gift and flowers.    etc...