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Just sad feelings and meltdowns.  Karina would be 24 Dec 7th.   I just keep having the flash backs.   And missing her so much.    Why Why Why...

Miriam is finally better, really weird virus.    so glad.  It has been really rough on my nerves.   Thanks for all the...

I am so worried about Miriam. Don't know what made her ill. A mistake with a med  has us worried about long term effect.  She is very tired, weak and can't concentrate.   so worried about my...

Please   need prayers from all that pray, my daughter Miriam RN is ib the ICU where she works,.    Respirtory infection and cant find meds to knock it out.    This is very hard.  she just...

Prayers for my daughter Miriam. she lost a nurse friend, just 36, leaving a 16 year old daughter, who found her.  natural causes but unexpected.  Brings it all back to Miriam.   Prayers for that...

Today is world suicide prevention day.  Remember our angels.  Light a candle.   Forever Karina Elyse

                       This Child of Mine      I carried you under my heart for nine months.      I carried you in my arms for many more months.      Now I carry...

I want to thank all of you for your support.  We will never get over the ultimate loss.  I try not to think but no luck,     

I want to thank all of you for your support.  We will never get over the ultimate loss.  I try not to think but no luck,     

  Just not doing well.  Reminders, reminders.   all just seems fresh again.  Guess I held up for others.  Dont know'Almost 15 months of this.   I found a pencil box with labels she must have...

Having a bad day.  Many things.  Just seems like yesterday again. I wish I could be with you all at the retreat.  Just too far away.  Maybe closer sometime.   Branson is a good place.  I would...

 I fixed the PC, found out I had to reboot cable modem.  I ordered a new Pc as this one is 10 years old.  I get it this weekend .   Have to get used to windows 7,    Been hanging on.   It...

Just in case anybody wonders. I am having pc trouble. I am at daughters using hers right now. hopefully I will have one going in about 3 days,  I am lost.  I do not like most of tv and I enjoy a...

Just in case anybody wonders. I am having pc trouble. I am at daughters using hers right now. hopefully I will have one going in about 3 days,  I am lost.  I do not like most of tv and I enjoy a...

  I think one gets to be at the point , where you think this is it, this is the best I will ever feel.   There will almost always be a daily reminder and almost always one or usually more episodes...