CheshinWonderland

Well, it took me until about 5 in the evening on Sunday to start what I meant to complete on Saturday, but I have almost finished cooking this weeks meals. The yogurt/banana/walnuts for breakfast of...

Today was... better. Not great. There was still a heavey amount of apathy in the morning and the storm gave me a lightening headache. Overall though, it was a good day. Very productive. After a cup...

My brain was normal, better then normal, for maybe an hour. And then it all went away. I was distracted, tired, unfocused, all day. And I ended the work day with unreasonable, unfocused irritation....

I successfully started my four week detox yesterday, 10/29/018. I am 239 lbs and my measurements are as follows: waist 44.5 in, lower abs 51 in, below breasts 39.5 in, mid-upper arm 14 in, mid thigh...

Detox did not start yesterday. And that's on me. I did not shop or prep Saturday evening so it was far too easy to blow off Sunday as well. I did, however, shop and prep on Sunday. A full week's...

SO MUCH FOOD AND CAFFINE. Detox starts tomorrow and I will make a full journal entry explaining the last few days. 

Coming up on my shut down time, so this won't be long. Detox starts Sunday not Saturday for reasons I'll explain tomorrow. My last meal was today and I'm both grateful and pissed because now I feel...

At the end of work, I was so full of energy. My manager was 100% supportive in the face of a shitty person and helped me protect future employees who might have to deal with him. I finally was able...

Someone is digging a nail into my right temple and into my eye, my dog is acting odd, and I got yelled at at work. I will try to get my video done but it's anyones game now. 

This is gonna be short. I went to bed at 9:30. Yay!Food choices were mostly crap. damn!My head is hurting a lot. bleh!Books-A-Million bought half my books, for $31. Eh!Target had most of the stuff I...

That's right, I have read the entire book, including the appendices Didn't see the need to do more then skim in a couple points; the receipes and parts of stages 2 and 3 for example. It will be a...

I've always been absolutely sure that anything more than me and my dog in the apartment is absolutely a crowd. It's a one bedroom place which means whenever I have guests, they sleep in the living...

You know what's fun? When all of your multitude of issues work together to royally fuck with your day. As previously stated, I have a few different nerodivergencies. 1) self diagnosed ADD. There's a...

Okay portion size is really important. I did pretty well today. Yoga, mediation, decent meals, and so on. But then I cooked way too many fries and ate the vast majority of them. Now I feel sad and...

Yesterday, despite the positive entry, DID NOT END WELL. I ate soo much cheese and fries and fries with cheese. All of which lead to a steep downward spiral which lead to waking up feeling absolutely...