my AH is 3 was three months substane free until today when he decided to ask the doctor for and then use clonapin. this lovely tranquilizer was his alcohol and oxy enhancer. he says the doctor gave them to mim because he has anxiety!!! so the f*** do i sweethart. he also decided to quit one one one therapy and his answers to my questions were cagey (euphemism for lie). subsequent discussion (realy him YELLINGl) included the trivilialization o on his part of the history of the addiction at its worst - i am over dramatizing) and he said in a really mean loud authoritative voice meant os scare/submit me "YOU WILL NEVER BRING THIS UP AGAIN, I DO NOT LIKE IT IT MAKES ME FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE..DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME" really ? and my approach of the subject "broke his heart"
really? my heart is broken into so mant pieces that i can't find all the pieces.
so right now i am being punished while waiting for him to decide if he can forgive me and i need to just shut up if i want to be considered for forgiveness.
he is sound asleep Probably took a tranquilizer .
FAIL ASSHOLE