quirkygirl
Status: I really miss someone I used to talk to from here:(
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I have come to terms with death. It doesnt scare me any more, I can embrace it and look forward to it now. And I will be with you
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I woke up not knowing where I am. Then it all came flooding back. I keep crying then going numb again. I can't believe he did it. I keep thinking I sould have checked on him sooner. Reality hurts...
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Two months have gone since I stopped the codeine. Sometimes it feels like time is flying, other times it feels like forever. But never mind. Im moving my goal pointer up to 20% so thats 5% every...
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Having a hard time today, everything makes me feel tearful. I dnt know what Im feeling, Im numb, and being at my mums, where she has lots of codeine is hard. Its hard when she is taking them for her...
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Im starting to adjust more now I think. Its better when I dont think about codeine. Its funny how something that makes us feel so good can ruin our lives, the side pains still happen but Im hoping...
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protect me this dark and fearful night,stop evil in its tracks, end its dark delights.Save me from creatures, Dont let them awaken,hold me close to you so I cant be taken.Surround me with light, send...
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I have not been here in a while, not properly anyway. Just been thinking about things, and the more I do that, the less things make sense. How ironic. Had a meeting with the psychiatrist last week,...
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Feeling sensitive today. I saw my psych nurse the other day and she wanted to know everything. Its hard talking about things that should be dead and buried. Each little word like a fresh wound. ...
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It was my second day at the gym and Im bloody tired, not just physically I mean sleepy tired. Getting up early to go will hopefully regulate my sleeping patterns. It aches my body, I think the...
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He don't help me clean then complains that I haven't done something like I'm god dam wonder woman. I clean and he throws his chocolate wrapper n the floor. He's trying to push me to see how far I...
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I have come to the conclusion that no one cares about me. Yes I still live with my ex but he sits on his computer and ignores me and when his son is down friday there will be 2 people sitting here...
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I have only been doing it for a few days and Im already addicted. It gets my ass off the settee and definately works muscles I dont know are there lol. I hope to be ripped in no time lke she promises...
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After doing yesterdays workout, Jillian Michaels banish fat, boost metabolism for the 40 minutes, her other dvd, 30 day shred seemed like a treat. I woke up this morning and my whole body was in...
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I know I haven't been here for a while. I have needed to get my thoughts in order. I have come to accept things happen, and we can't stop them. So now more than ever, I'm thinking about me. What I...
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I think I'm in for an emotionally challenging week. Monday night my boyfriend broke up with me saying lets just be friends. I'm not sure how I feel about it as neither of us is moving out we will be...
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