pain
I woke up not knowing where I am. Then it all came flooding back. I keep crying then going numb again. I can't believe he did it. I keep thinking I sould have checked on him sooner. Reality hurts like a thousand knife wounds, then I get numb again and when reality hits again its like re opening the wounds. I can't get the image out of my head, every time I close my eyes, there it is again, haunting me. I have had 7 hours sleep since i found him. He left behind 3 children. My head is pounding. I can't get back to sleep. His image is haunting me
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Uh, what did I miss here? have I been gone that long, sick?
Dear sweet girl, I am praying for you to find Peace and comfort in God\'s Love. I read your journals, I know you stopped your addiction.
Do not try to deal with this pain alone, Do not try to handle your boyfriend\'s death alone, it is too much for you to handle, you need to give it all to God.
You need to talk to find help in your town and if you cannot, you need a 24 hour buddy to call to talk to.
You are in such delicate state to try to handle this on your own.
I am here for you, if you need me.
Go to my profile, read my journals, add me as a friend, we can talk.
God Bless You
ok thank you. he was my ex boyfriend and we lived together as frinds, talking to his brother and sister eases it a little, i dont think its fully hit me yet
I can\'t imagine what you are going through, I wish I could give you a big hug because I can\'t find the proper words to comfort you in some way. I\'m so sorry girl :(
(((hugs)))
its ok theres nothing anyone can do to take the pain away
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h5EAFh8uWnk
Hang in there ok? You have friends that are thinking of you.
death is comforting