Feeling on the edge
Feeling sensitive today. I saw my psych nurse the other day and she wanted to know everything. Its hard talking about things that should be dead and buried. Each little word like a fresh wound. Im gonna go out of this world with a bang. My last day will be remembered, Havent worked out how yet but the end will come, dont know how long I can hold on. I want to hold on but every little bit of happiness gets snatched away by some big fuck up in my life. Cant let it happen anymore, gotta block out the happy, because the crash afterwards is way more intense. Oh look shes happy again, lets throw a razor in the works. Only one way to stop the razors is ceasing to exist
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Doesn\'t finding a purpose help any at all? your beautiful, your smart, you have so much going for you........there is more then this to life......what hurt you so much........to get you to this point of no pain to want to cut to feel pain? What hardened you.........dear one.......
I care....and there is one right now.......cutting....named kitty......I don\'t know how to help her.......but you do...
you mean a girl u know is hurting herself?
i havent cut