2 months

Two months have gone since I stopped the codeine.  Sometimes it feels like time is flying, other times it feels like forever. But never mind. Im moving my goal pointer up to 20% so thats 5% every two weeks. By the time it gets to 100% that would be ten months and hopefully after that amount of time it will be easier to stick with my goal, so I won't need pointers for motivation. I will have the fact that it's almost been a year as inspiration instead.
 
I have been feeling really weird though, like there is a presence following me that I can only describe as demonic. Its so weird but, as my moods been kinda flat, it might be to do with my moods. I dont know, maybe there really is a demon and he is brining on this paranoia and depression. Maybe Im getting too much into the big story Im writing, which is about demons. Who knows?
The air is changing. You can feel it. Its like theres more energy in  the air lately. The birds can feel it too. I was walking to work yesterday and there were three huge flocks of birds, they all flew from one tree to a peice of grass, and from that piece of grass into another tree, like they are all gathering and planning to fly to a new destination. Kinda cool how they all know where they are meant to go and do it in sync with  one another.
 
Ive been teaching myself about herbs too. I bought a few different herbs to concentrate on first, to learn their medical and magical properties and to get a feel of them, teach myself what they look and feel like, its more effective than trying to remember a picture online or in a book of what they looklike. I find herbal teas help with the coming off the codeine too.