quirkygirl
Status: I really miss someone I used to talk to from here:(
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I feel so numb today, for some reason.I know now that I'm not loved by one of the people that matter the most.He's just so apathetic towards me I don't know how I can change and be the happy person...
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My life changed yesterday. I don't know how and I don't knw how I feel about it, but it did. Something felt different, I cant explain it, as it's so confusing to me but last night when I came home...
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Today, I'm going to try and do everything I can to be happy and healthy.I guess no one else can change how I feel so it looks like its down to me.I know I'm not allowed to talk about my depression...
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I'm having a pyjamma day today, and why not?Theres nothing I feel like doing but being lazy and eating some, well lots of chocolate. My bf says I'm a chocaholic, but I think as I don't drink or do...
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It is so hard to walk around with a straight face when your really dying inside. I wish it would stop. I sometimes just want to scream on top of my lungs that I CANT DO EVERYTHING. IM not wonder...
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If I were to leave you tommorow,Would you open your heart to me?Would you tell me how you feel?Would you shed a tear or shrug it off?Would you give me one last kiss?Let me feel for one last timethe...
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Beneath my feet, the cold wet floor, I see myself walking out the door. My hands are bound, My wrists in chains, Like a whip, comes the jolt of pain. My mind elsewhere, my body is broke, The noose...
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I am not really needed by anyone, all I do is get in peoples way and make them feel sad. I can't cook, whereas my bf said his ex was a great cook, I have no kids so no one really needs me or...
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Having a hard time today, everything makes me feel tearful. I dnt know what Im feeling, Im numb, and being at my mums, where she has lots of codeine is hard. Its hard when she is taking them for her...
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Im starting to adjust more now I think. Its better when I dont think about codeine. Its funny how something that makes us feel so good can ruin our lives, the side pains still happen but Im hoping...
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protect me this dark and fearful night,stop evil in its tracks, end its dark delights.Save me from creatures, Dont let them awaken,hold me close to you so I cant be taken.Surround me with light, send...
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I have not been here in a while, not properly anyway. Just been thinking about things, and the more I do that, the less things make sense. How ironic. Had a meeting with the psychiatrist last week,...
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Feeling sensitive today. I saw my psych nurse the other day and she wanted to know everything. Its hard talking about things that should be dead and buried. Each little word like a fresh wound. ...
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It was my second day at the gym and Im bloody tired, not just physically I mean sleepy tired. Getting up early to go will hopefully regulate my sleeping patterns. It aches my body, I think the...
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He don't help me clean then complains that I haven't done something like I'm god dam wonder woman. I clean and he throws his chocolate wrapper n the floor. He's trying to push me to see how far I...
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